Todae was a great dae i suppose, reali thankful tat darbby forgive mi once again... haiz i know i reali made him reali disappointed.. im sorri though words are not gona to help, suppose tat time will help prove to him tat i will change... Reach his house le, darbby face has no expression, cause of ytd we had a major quarrel, dun feel like talking abt it le~ We make up again, i didnt wanne him dota so we spent the time together.. ^^ About evening le, went to eat.. so hungry wor~ haven eaten lunch and ytd only ate bread for dinner.. : When out le, actually wanne eat steamboat but couldnt tat block didnt have wor, eat at amk or yck guess too boring for darbby le~ wanne go further seems too late liao.. lolz... In the end walk and walk settle down for MacDonald.. As usual i ate Mc-wings and darbby Mc Double Spicy... Darbby pei wo till woodlands mrt then he go le~ Xin Ku Ni Le... Reach home liao, mummy gif mi attidue haiss in the end quarrel.. she is so unreasonable.. so dulan~ @@ Play 1 rd of dota, end game in 35mins Woots~ haha... I gt to go sleep liao if not later again tio~ Tired~

With ♥ From Suzanna [1:00 AM]

Todae went to darbby house but was quite late, about 3 plus then reach.. lolz... Misses darbby alot, didnt reali meet up during the holidae was reali glad to see him.. hehex.. Brought him the yong tau fu cook de, dunno whether he reali like it ma.. hope so ba~ Was watching him playing with his clanmatch ppl again, sooo long haven end game, i went to sleep.. lolz... wat a long draggy game.. Kill my darbby more :x hehe After when i woke up he continue his 1 rd dota and we went to eat Pizza Hut, though cause quite abit but did enjoy alot with darby, after we order food darbby askt he manager wat time is it closing, he say 10 when we look at the time we enter its like 9.50+, laff the waiteress also never say.. lol.. Onli both of us inside and eating, others are doing their closing.. laff.. Left 3 pcs of pizza, we take away too full liao.. he took 2 and i took 1, so jialat tat we went mac to take plastic and darbby bring the pizza home and gif mi the box whereas inside contain onli 1 pizza.. lolz... he wanted to watch Harry Potter de but have in the end didn't, know tat he qas petty upset as he reali looks forward to it de... Finally wanne go home liao, waiting for taxi.. realise time passes so fast, cant bear darbby go le.. The taxi U-turn then saw darbby walking infront wave to him but he didnt saw... lolz... 1/4 thru the trip realise i haven not enuff for the taxi fare, forget to take from darbbby.. omg~ luckily i still haave abit and he juz now also did gif mi some money, was kinda panic didnt know wad the taxi driver will sae.. lolz... Luckily he is kind enuff, i told him i have not enuff, he sae its ok.. Was on the phone with dabbby too on the way, thanks for ur company~ hehex.. Finally reach le, luckily it wasnt tat exp though short of about 50-60 cents like tat, the driver never geo gai.. Thanks alot for tat uncle ^^ Reach home liao, was doing my stuff, cause darbby waitin for mi to dota as promise.. hehe.. he reali did, in the end i took quite long i guess, everyone in his channel keep asking, he was like im still waitin for my baobei.. laff.. Sorri abt tat Darbby, plus hope euu like the gift i brought for euu when i went JB~ ^^ Tink of school opening makes mi reali sian 1/2 le, haiss been too holidae moood le, seen the time- table liao even makes mi feels worst, the time is still about the same.. still so long de.. UNFAIR~ laff.. Right now juz finished 1 rd of dota, talking to darbby who is rite now watching the wcg thingy.. mi onli interested in the warcraft de, simple love it esp the nite elf de, but singapore lost -.- sad sia... Was tinking whether my hero im using did improve ma? hmm.. tinking how to b beatta.. ^^ Shall end here le, hmm actually feels like 1 more rd dota but look at time late liao...

With ♥ From Suzanna [2:54 AM]

Another major quarrel, wad can i sae.. nuthing... Rite now, im juz crying and crying not knowing wad can i do to make things up.. i reali didnt wanted this to happen, its not tat i didnt try but i didnt try hard enuff to make euu always dun trust mi.. im reali very sad, i guess the feeling of he is leaving soon is near, i reali didnt wanne be so forgetful and didnt take notice de, haiss... Juz cant get myself to sleep, nuthing else can i feel up le but 1 more thingy if he happens to read my blog.. Darbby, i reali didnt unblock tat msn thingy, no matter wad i sae ur not gona to trust mi.. i reali did my best to make u happi in watever ways... Guess to sad to carry on....


*Alone in the darkness crying

With ♥ From Suzanna [3:43 AM]

Been slacking around at home and rotting my life away, been reali upset todae, its the worst.. i never thot ppl tink of mi like tat.. SICKO they are.. haiss had a huge quarrel with Darbby then realise how this sicko think.. guess its also my fault the way i am at apperance.. I learn alot over from his scolding.. haiss, rite now i nearly cry out le juz didnt know when it will drop onli.. this is making everythig like wat my secondary school life is... I juz hate ppl tinking... Rite now still quarrling with Darbby, so long since we had 1 huge quarrel.. Todae is also Yati's birthdae, happi birthdae wor... Been mixing lesser and lesser with my classmates le, haiss im sorri i didnt know how ba... its not because im with Jason alot too... haiss

Missing everything in life...

With ♥ From Suzanna [1:06 AM]

Todae I'm late again, *.* soRrIe.... In the end meet Darbby<- (new name) lolx at Clementi Mrt Station instead of Redhill.. Darbby very tired le wor, still have to company mi to eat steamboat at Turf City.. Darbby reach Clementi le, we walk to the Clementi Bus Interchange to wait for the shuttle bus, we waited like 30min -.- sian lor... In bus le about 6.30 liao, Darbby said he headache but he dun wanne go home, so he rest first lor... Finally reach liao le, went to eat.. Darbby say not bad wor the place at least betta than Marina Bay.. Food also not bad.. Have fun eating with euu wor... Gt ur favourtite sting ray.. Gald Darbby like it wor, we eat like quite awhile already like 9plus -.- lolx.. Finish le, take the shuttle bus home liao, darbby wanne at the other side but in the end, anyhow walk finding his actually he actually become sent mi to the bus stop.. LOL then he go liao le, called him in the hp talk quite alot ba.. know alot of thing, guess i told him somethings im not reali happi abt either and Darbby if euu reading pls remember all ur promises u made to mi... ReaCh home liao, as usually he pei wo play Dota, we win tat game, the neco so Pro de, scary.. thanks for letting mi know so much todae and i had a reali great dae.. full full de ^^ love ya and i will continue to do so, hope euu too ba~

With ♥ From Suzanna [1:49 AM]